I am at the age where I think I can achieve anything in life. For some, this age has not yet come, for others, it has gone without stopping by. “What would I do if I had a versatile education?” I am one of those who feel under the time when they are under such questions. I don't know what prompted me to write. When all these come together, I don't know if it will be a meaningful article, let alone being a book. My point is not to teach anyone anything. I'm not trying to address a social situation, I'm not trying to come up with something of artistic value. I'm just going to bring together the worries and hopes of the current me and the future me. I will dedicate this to all young people, those who think they can do anything. I am in a hurry to write when I am still young, living with a passion for learning, able to live without putting troubles and illnesses at the center of my life, and talking about small worries.

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I have to do something. For myself, for people. I have to do something useful. I do not know what it is. I don't know how to do it, where to start or why. There is only one thing I know. I have to do something.

Here my tirade above is what describes my youth. If; This is how I would start if I were to describe what I was thinking, what I felt, from when I was minor to mid-20. Maybe physics, chemistry, biology, maybe painting, music, maybe riding a bike, maybe dancing. Being filled with the feeling that I have to do something in every field, about everything. Sitting back with social media from the couch you got up for the sake of doing something. Perhaps this is the tirade of all youth.

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I'm starting to live this life. Regardless of what I will gain or lose, I am starting to live life. I will create learning spaces for myself. I'm going to ride a bike, I'm going to watercolor. I will not wait for free time to read books, I will not look for reasons for everything I want to learn. I will write more and talk less. I will work in new areas for new dreams. I won't wait until my head is full of thoughts to walk on the beach.